Music Exchange.

As a host band, I think we did great in terms of being approachable and being hospitable for our first time. ( Applause )
Woke up like real early to make sure I get my butt off the bed early and get to school by 7.30am.


Had some problems with my reed, I sounded so different, in the bad way. No choice but to use size 4 which I have not been practicing with.
So yeah, not much time for me to tune myself. Went down to usher the schools up.
Thanked god I took Pasir Ris sec.
Made friends with them and boom, already msn-ing with them. (:


In terms of playing, I have to say that all bands did fairly well. I mean, awesome. As for myself, god Irah, I should have not feel stress! I mean, I've practice like 5 times a week and I produce such a shitty outcome? Ugh, regrets!


Still got room for improvements! Sure. Next week's exchange is a more challenging exchange. Hopefully I don't screw up on my playing. Seriously. I screwed up like everything! It wasn't my 100%. As an SL, it was a shame that I didn't played well. Malu malu so the malu.
Taktau mana nak letak muker. huaha.


Had lunch with the usuals and bus-ed to fetch my cousin.
While waiting for the bus to Causeway, my cousin was playing his game and I was engrossed with my book. Suddenly, a guy came sitting next to me and his body tilted toward me. Shocked, I was rather scared you knoww. Scarly it's the one day boyfriend, Luthfi.
How nice of him to sit and chat with me till my bus came (:


Same thing happened even after I got darker.
" Oh you're a malay eh?"
" er yeah, malay. "
" Oh, I thought you chinese sey "

okay baby boys and girls, I'm a malay okay.
Although I speak fluent English and Korean.
( okay fake ah )


Dear section members, I apologise for my words and stuff.
I know recently I've been stressing too much stuff or maybe not so during sectionals.
sometimes, I raised my voice and seem to be loosing hope in you guys. Yes at times I could not control my emotions and I just blurt it all out. I just want the best out of you guys.


I strongly believe you people can make it for Syf, same goes for those in Band B.
There are potential ones that I'm gonna put into Band A. So, please work hard. It's not for me, it's for you and the band. I mean, you will surely feel that your hard work is paid off and it feels good, I'm telling ya!


Again, please work hard. Even during those times I'm not around or I'm busy teaching others, please work on your own. Honestly, I've spent my band practice (sectionals) guiding you all instead on polishing on my own parts which isn't easy at all. My job isn't to make you become a professional or what but it's to make sure everyone is on task.

(: I love all 20 of you, including myself.
(: BA-SHA!

I'm currently using the computer here in the school library, feeling extremely cold.

What are they thinking man?

The reason why I rather spend my time blogging in such irritating environment

( yes, the library but it's friggin noisy! ) rather than spending this ample time to do my art is beacuse I can't bring myself to any more stress.

I mean, just now during art class,

I approached one of my art teacher to talk to me about my art. But ended up souding pretty sarcastic and he actually add salt to the fire, somehow.

Man, he is the wrong person to go to if you need to talk to someone,

seriously. YES, IT'S A HE. Make your own guesses people.

Two pathetic images, he said. Others laughed. YA YA. Ugh.

Cher, try to understand that I work in a slow pace.

There's nothing you can do about it but the one thing you can do is to understand and help. These two pathetic images you said it's a good work, I'm telling ya.

I don't hand in horrible pictures with awful shadings and no tone in colouring.

Ya, some of your students gave you that right? ha.

Sat in class and I cried. How embarrassing! The thoughts of people not trying to understand the situation I'm in really saddened me.

Seriously, I can't possible talk to my mom saying that I'm stress cause I don't have time for this and that. She will definitely do the opposite of coaxing.

Nevermind about it. It's wednesday, it's a few minutes to fall in. Gotta make sure I'll be there on time before the majors start screaming and make us run. So yeah.

It's better looking then the pink one isn't it? Yes.

Ugh, I knew I was too girlish recently after getting a pink phone with pink pouch.

Pink water bottle. Hmms, what else? Pink file and so on. Seriously, i feel weird.

Migraine.

I wanted to go stay home yesterday but I knew tests papers will be return so, I did came school. Second, there's band practice. So yeah, thanks to these two reasons if not, I will resting at home. Thanks to that irritating partner for punching me, pinching me, screaming into my right ear and all while I'm sick. He didn't know till I told him at night. Thanks ah Yuza. walao.

Was punching my forehead when my two dearest members massage my thumb area, neck & forehead. Thanks babies (: Tried to put it aside but it was too painful.

Common Test results ain't satisfying but I did great for Chemistry! For the first time.

Only five passes and I'm one of them ( 21 people ). The feelings is damn awesome. Well, hard work paid off. Thanks to Miss Ong too. Few friends can't really understand her teaching but I find it very good. Heh (:

Art, ugh. not even 2 images done! and the teachers are gonna mark the seven images tommorrow. Wah, IRAH, for the love of god PULL UP YOUR SOCK(s) ?haha.

Told my mother that after O Levels, I want to study overseas and it was a clear NO due to some problems. I knew it. But it's a reasonable reason though. I can sense that she allow, if money isn't the issue. Okay la, father don't need put braces for me. I want study overseas.

(: (: (: Made up my mind about it, I think it's good in many ways. Don't you think so?

Before I end, I'm gonna leave this video behind for you readers to watch and laugh your butts off. I'm telling ya. And thanks to my brother for introducing this to me. But nope, I still do love Koreans. LEE DONG WOOK, KYU HAN & SEUNG RI! (: heh heh heh

Afternoon readers.

Currently using the laptop in my brother's room facing the window. Beautiful scenery with the trees and those pretty pink flowers on it. But it's not fun looking at the block opposite. I see the wooden pole you hang your clothes outside the window. Sometimes, I can see people taking off their shirt, maybe putting it into their watching machines. LOL. Not a good site but the breeze, is just awesome.

Anyway, common test is really testing my patience. Those subjects I often ace in, is now one of the worst subject. I don't know why. Chemistry is something I will never understand but now, I understand Chem more than others. Wow? Yeah.

Miss Lee's in hospital or still having her rest.

I guess my results will drag her MC for one more month. Kay lol.

Since tomorrow is the last paper, I was thinking to revamp this blog of mine. I mean, it's mundane. Maybe I should change a little of here and there. I don't know, mood's pretty off now. I don't think I'm able to really open my eyes wide and stare at the codes. Should I?

Anyway, it's always good to stay positive about almost everything. Even it's not been going well, still stay positive. I've been saying that my life is perfectly well and I'm happy. The truth is, I'm not feeling contented with my life. For the past month, all I've been doing is studying. I know it's a good thing! yes, but it's kinda too much.

Now, I'm all the way behind the class with my Art Prep. 7 images by this week and Mr Isham said my image is pathetic. Kinda hurt I must say. Although it's only one image with about 4 flowers in it, it took me alot of time and effort and he said it's pathetic? He saw my shading skills and he said it's good! And now, it's pathetic?

Last year, I was used to his ear piercing languages/comments and such about my art stuff but since Ms Lai took over the girls, life became pretty good. Alot of motivations and ideas shared. Things change today when we had to meet Mr Isham. Ugh.

6 more images to go and hopefully my work won't turn crappy. Well, I will never produce a work which look like my dog just bit it. No, of course.

SEE, I JUST SO THIS GUY, HALF NAKED, LOOKING INTO THE MIRRORS AND

POPPING HIS PIMPLES. Great, Storey 7 guy.